I'm Just Ordinary Girl in So Not Ordinary World

I want to wear fancy clothes
I want to wear fancy shoes
Can have spa, body care treatment
mani-pedi, hair stylist any moment

I want to drive cool cars
I want to have exotics pets
Can have a pool in my backyard
and a big futuristic mansion house

I think that's is so selfish
But i'm not a two-faced
It's a normal thought
for an ordinary girl

I want to have my own company
I want to have my own line
Can have my own stores
producing my own shoes and clothes

Can have my own big income
I can do whatever I want
for myself and others
Promise not gonna blind

Giving food for the poor and hungry
Giving water to people who's thirsty
Giving medicine to people who's need it
Giving proper education for children

It's a frustrating dream in an dreamless world
When we must shed a blood to eat one spoon of rice
It's a glamoring shine of drama in darkest eyes
When there's a lot of pain to think just about the present

Wanna give peace for myself
Wanna give peace for others
But I'm just an ordinary girl
In so not ordinary world...

copied from Twitblogs

copied from Twitblogs

"It's my 1# twitblogs, and im gonna make it first to a confession of skinny wannabe. I know it's kinda lame, evrybody talking about inner beauty or whatsoever, but i'm really concern about my body, especially for health.

Right now I weigh 125 pounds... And I want to loose 15 pounds. For my height is only 5.2 feet, 125 pounds is too much... I hate when people says "U look ok, It doesn't matter" but they have greater body or bigger body than I am. The skinnier said that because it's like "Look how skinny I am haHAhA...!!", the biggers think they have another friend to company them fat "At least not only me who's fat"

The bigger (read : fat!) you're the great amount of heat you produce, once I read that in a brochure about being vegetarian. Why should we worried? One cause of Global Warming is human heat, first it doesn't make any sense... But if we talk about dust is 92% is carried by human, maybe it does make sense... (>_<)" So I can make list why should I be skinny, thats one (hahaha..)

Some of my thinspo are Nicole Richie, or Ayumi Hamasaki. They are amazing person I think never dissapoint me, and always cheer me up (^_^)

Like other girls, i'm just ordinary girl who like beauties and art so maybe next time i'm gonna talking about fashion, make up, body care, pets, or art and design graphic beside me struggling to be skinny (It's just gonna bore you up and my self anyway"

ciao then! \(^_^)/~*

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